Ugh, trying to find my place on this planet....my new direction is webdesign and I am attempting to learn dreamweaver by listening to tutorials. Only glitch is that the tutorial version of dreamweaver does not match my current version of dreamweaver so it's a pest trying to follow the lessons.

I am also trying to get in touch with my guide so he/she can do some guiding for me...which I am sure you can tell I desperately need. So I try to meditate but I do not feel that I am making a connection and i am beginning to doubt this wisdom of this strategy.

ok enough chatting I am going to do a rosemary/salt exfoliating scrub and then get back to work. hmmmm the thought of it sounds wonderful.

Boy fall is swooping in at top speeds in New York. My little garden looks quite morose and grey. And I still have to paint my bird feeder so it won't rust to pieces but now its too cold to paint outdoors. I guess I will dig up the base and paint in the basement! oh Joy, if only i learned to do things on time.

This morning i had meant to wake to go to the Macy's day sale but it was so cool out and so warm under my covers I couldn't do it. And then going later to fight through crowds didn't seem feasible either so I was lazy and just did some food shopping, cleaning and took time out to enjoy the fall sunlight which is somehow different from all the other seasons.

I have to work more on my dreamweaver tutorials, do some yoga, some reading and then off to bed.

I will try to wake up early for a little run!!! We will see if I make it. Right?

Hope you like my little cow. I made him while writing the adventures of "Baby Chick". Which reminds me I have to do a lot of editing before i put I blog it.

I have let myself go to weed. In order to remedy this woeful situation I have decided to make my resolutions early. I um think i will try to make them easy so I can feel confident about maintaining them.

1- keep my room clean (you haven't seen my room and neither have I ..... I just see the havoc in it.)I think someone could hide under the piles of clothing i make without me ever finding them.

2- Blog every day rain, snow, hail or sun shine! I will write at least three words.

3 - Put as much possible time into studing to become a webmaster.

I will let you guys know how it turns out. I also plan to throw some daily yoga into it. Even if it means just a 5 minute shoulder stand which also can count toward meditation!

Ok back to my dream weaver tutorials and early to bed!

Sitting at home with my feet up on a wood box i keep stuff in and listing to dreamweaver tutorials until i get loopy.

I feel like an overgrown cat that doesn't want to leave the house. I love being comfy and hassle free!

Now if i can become a webmaster from home life would be perfect.

Back again! Took some time off from searching for a job to see if there isn't something I can study that can be more marketable....computer programing???

hmmm....I feel like I am in a strange dream or something in which everyone seems to know the direction they are hurrying to except for me.

That's ok. I'm sure I will find my way!